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Felix reached out a and wiped away the tear that streamed down Lexs cheek. He listened carefully to his story and it seemed that each turn would turn for the worst. Felix looked at the cross and he couldn’t believe a mother would do that to their child—it was just cruel. He couldn’t bare to think that was how the other had lived, he reached out arms and pulled Lex into a comforting hug. “This is all so tragic…I’m proud that you’ve fought this far Lex..” Felix said softly just before pulling away slowly.

Lex was hesitant at first but he accepted the hug. “I’ve made my own mistakes so I can’t blame them. Everyone moved on but me. My sister has moved on. My mother has moved on. The only one stuck in the past is me.” Lex let more tears fall out of his eyes. He was ashamed of himself.

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"I uh—I think that would help, if that’s okay?" Felix twisted the small strings around his fingers and nodded in agreement. "I agree."

"Alright." Lex twisted his fingers back ands forth while biting his lip. "Well I guess everything started when I was six. I was playing in my room and my father summoned me to the cellar. He told me to pray to my god, Loki. So I knelt, as did he. I closed my eyes to pray. I folded my tiny hands. He put a gun to his head and blew his brains out right next to me. Not only was my father taken from me, but so was my hearing, for the most part." He began his story, describing his long tale of woe.

Felix placed his hands into his lap so he could give Lex his full attention—he listened carefully and as he explained the tragedy with his father, he cupped his hand over his mouth; still listening. Felix pressed his lips together and removed his hand slowly. “Lex…I’m—I’m so sorry..” He said softly. The male could understand how it was to loose a father, so he did understand the other on a bit of a personal level.

"Yeah I could have gotten over it a tad easier if it didn’t happen again." He said, he licked his lips with a nervous gesture. "When my biological father died a butler brought me to my mother. She was…no is a cruel women. She beat me and my sister to near dust. She had married a man and they had my sister. My mother would cut me open. Called me the devil, which I don’t quite understand. She had a priest cut and burn a cross into my back." Lex turned away from Felix and lifted his shirt up showing the giant cross that ran down his back. "This was the last straw. My step father, whom I had grown so close to for seven years. He hung himself and I tried to go with him, I hung myself with him, my rope broke and his didn’t." A tear rolled down his face and he put his shirt back down and he turned back and looked at Felix. "Then tragedy followed when I ran away."

A Short Halloween PSA

tearlessrain:

Hey the thing I reblogged earlier reminded me to mention this:

I can promise all my followers that I do not post or reblog jump scares, ever, because A) I don’t like them and they suck, and B) I know at least a few of my followers have anxiety in one form or another and I’m not going to be that jerk.

So yes. There will be no jump scares from this blog, just wanted to ease your minds preemptively.

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"I uh—I think that would help, if that’s okay?" Felix twisted the small strings around his fingers and nodded in agreement. "I agree."

"Alright." Lex twisted his fingers back ands forth while biting his lip. "Well I guess everything started when I was six. I was playing in my room and my father summoned me to the cellar. He told me to pray to my god, Loki. So I knelt, as did he. I closed my eyes to pray. I folded my tiny hands. He put a gun to his head and blew his brains out right next to me. Not only was my father taken from me, but so was my hearing, for the most part." He began his story, describing his long tale of woe.

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Lex stopped when his arm was grabbed. He looked at the other before sitting again. “If I said it was annoying that you’re pushing me away I’d be quite the hypocrite.” He gave a slight smile. “I can’t put my finger on why, but I want to help you. It’s not like me to just…

"I’d like if you would open up for me. In exchange if you want I could do that same. Maybe we could bond with our issues. Make something good out of a bad situation." Lex leaned a bit to the side. He moved his hair out of the way and adjusted his hearing aid, turning it up so that he could hear better before hiding the device again with his long black hair.

"There are no promises that I’m not going to be stubborn with it, because that’s just how I am. But I’ll try, honestly .." Felix played with the strings from his sweater—nervous habit. "I do like the sound of that idea..uh, maybe we could take baby steps first?" The male suggested, glancing over at Lex now.

"Would you prefer I tell you my take first so that you feel a bit more comfortable telling me yours?" Lex suggested. "Baby steps are good." He continued.


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